My blog is kind of a window of my emotions tht i have felt for all the special people in my life. It has posts for every single person who has been special to me. But with time, i cant feel things are not the same.......I wish I could go back in time & relive every good moment tht is thr in my posts. Be it my best dayz at office, or wonderful evenings with my angelzzzzz, or be it my special moments with mithoo or my long chats of expressing every bit of me to my best frnd....I miss all this today so much that when the thoughts of such things come to me, I dnt hv a tear to shed, but an emptiness in me....There are many ppl in my life you keep saying you have so many friends to share things with, but today whr i stand i m just too lonely....I hv meaningless frndships, ppl who r just putting up for the heck of it.....everything has changed......One of my frnds told me with time ppl change but the Q i hv today is why??? With time do we stop breathing, or having food, or taking bath etc., then why do we change todays ppl we say we love or are a very important part of our lifes......
Or the prob lies with me??? This is my latest Q to myself tht today i m alone......do i expect too much or as ppl say i am high maintenance nobody wish's to put up with me? I am seriously lost at present......I thought few months back that I will put myself together & stand up for all the bad's tht hv happened in my life & fight to achieve my goal. But in that fight today i hv become so emotionless that anybody come or goes from my life doesn't affect me any more....Slowly i am getting used to of living this life alone.
I dnt know why i am writing this post, but i am writing.....maybe i am getting blank day by day, tht i m cnt even understand wat i am feeling.....
