Some Quotes written by ME!!!!

The wine of life

Is love so fine.

As it matures

It becomes divine……

The joys of

Enhancing beauty

Is as enriching

As tranquility……

Vibrations between

The eyes and soul,

A song of friendship

Makes life whole…….

Unfold the ecstasies

Of the heart,

The joys of love & sincerity,

Cannot stand apart…….

Skill and brilliance

Makes one shine

Determination

Life’s perfect rhyme…..

The cheer of team spirit

And unity….

Creates jubilation

And integrity…..

Will It Happen Again??? Someday!!!!

That day was really weird. I felt something was about to happen and it actually did....My intuition worked. He said those 'Magical' words......., but then i didn't feel the same for him. I feared being in love... I wanted time to understand and respond back. Two days later I said 'I Do' and then started a story. A story that i am narrating and that changed by life big time. Before that day I never knew that I could love anybody more than myself that i was ready to let go of me. I loved him like there would be no tomorrow, with every passing day, my love increased. I just hoped that my love will change the world for him and make it beautiful for both.... So did he.... He loved me so much that i could not see anything else. But then why he changed???? Why his love changed??? Why did his feelings changed??? Today he loves himself so much, that he can't even see that someone else loves him so much.. Now I want to be loved by him again, want to feel the same again... I miss everything about those days when everything was so beautiful.. Can't that beauty return??? I want him to love me, make me feel special, want to be pampered by him.... My heart only wants to be loved by him as nobody would ever love anybody......

But, I question myself, will that day ever come again?? We are together, but will I feel again that I am special part of his life, before time separates us. The day he will listen to me from his heart which loved me once, I will just say that.......... "I LOVE YOU ALOT" and can wait my whole life for your love as i need you.

But will that day ever come????

THIS IS LIFE.....

WELL THIS IS NOT WRITTEN BY ME.....THIS IS WRITTEN BY GAURAV,
WHO POSTED A COMMENT ON MY POST 'TRUST'......
JUST TO BRING THIS TO EVERYBODY I AM POSTING
THIS THOUGHT FOR EVERYONE....


"This Is Life.....

Why is it so hard to get what u want in life...? and after u go through
all the struggle and finally do get it...its not as valuable anymore..u begin to
question it...was it worth all the pain..the hardwork..the hours of
thought..maybe not! this is when it hurts..it all looks so nice from far away
..but as it comes closer..its not that good anymore..its a dirty game that life
plays with us..and there is absolutely nothing u can do about it...except sit
there..and strive to achieve and then when u do get there...rarely feel good
about it..and more often feel rotten and crib about all the time u lost playing
this futile game................. "

Cheers

न जाने क्यूँ??

न जाने क्यूँ??
करता है दिल याद,
वोह हर छोटी मुलाकात किस्सी के जाने के बाद ।

न जाने क्यूँ??
कमी है फ़िर भी एहसास है कुछ खास,
वोह है दिल के कितने दूर,
फ़िर भी कितने पास।

न जाने क्यूँ??
दिल करता है सवाल पे सवाल,
जिसके जवाब नही है दूर दूर तक किस्सी के पास।

न जाने क्यूँ??
लगता है ज़िन्दगी रुख से गए है आज,
और अकेलापन बन गया है उसका ताज...

........................ANGELS.....................

This is dedicated to my angels....missing you all...

I Am Missing Someone,

I Am Missing My Old Days…….

I Am Missing My Friends,

I Am Missing Bright Sunny Rays…….

I Don’t Know What I Am Missing,

But I Know Its Something Which Would Make Me Happy & Gay……..

I Am Missing Those Little Little Fights.

Which Made Us Think Of All Our Lies……..

I Am Missing Those Crazy Shopping Spheres,

Where Everybody Would Buy The Same Wears…….

I Am Missing Everything That Bonded All Of Us Together…..

The ANGELS Forever…….

The Girl......

She Has Secrets You'll Never Know Or Understand,
She Appears So Strong To Outer Land
But Inside Her, The World Is Spinning Upside Down.
She's Smiling And Standing Tall
But Inside Her, She's Crying And Breaking Down

She Appears So Happy 2 Her fellow,
But Alone, She Shares Her Tears With Her Pillow.
She Knows Not 2 Get Her Hopes High,
As They Always Come Down As a Crashing flight .
She's Heard It All Before & Felt It All.
She's Experienced More Then She Is Tall.
1 Touch, & She'll Flinch
1 Harsh Word, & She'll Cry
1 Bad Moment, & She'll Break Down

She Trusts No1, Because The People She Has,
Have Hurt Her & Left Her 2 Pick Up The Trash.
Today She Believes No1, Because The People She Had,
Lied To Her, Betrayed To Her & Kicked Her Ass.
So For Now She'll Keep 2 Herself & Pretend As If Everything Is Fine,
Even When Everything Is Killing Her Down The Spine.

I Know This Girl, Because This Is Girl None...
Other Than Me, Who Is Left Lonely Under This Killing Rays Of the Bright Sun.

Trust?????

'What upsets me is not that you lied to me,
but that from now on I can no longer believe you.'

FOR MY DEAR ‘S’ & ‘V’

Muskara Kar Mila Karo,

Kuch Kaha Kuch Suna Karo.

Kehte Ho Ishq Wale Ho,

Dimag Ki Sunte Ho

Kaise Dilwale Ho?

Jab Jab Unse Kuch Chupaya Karoge

Tab Tab Unka Dil Dukhaya Karoge

Jhagda Zaruri Hai Mohabat Mei, Mana

Par Kya Har Choti Baat Par Tum Jhagda Karoge??

 

RULER!!!!!

"Give him an inch........

he thinks he is the RULER......"

For ME!!!

Just while cleaning my closet i found some cards and some old memories with it.........those memories that were really special for me......Few lines that some one wrote for me......when we were really close....

Today, yesterday, tommorrow, it is your vision 

That made me see light........

I Thank Thee For Thy Foresight...

I heard your voice not often, but it was your voice

That lent traquility to my life............

I Thank Thee For Thy Guidance.....

You held me then & it was your touch.....

That reassured me in thedark nights.

I Thank For Thy Lovingness....

I cannot share memories but it was you

That anchored my past, present & future.......

I Thank Thee For Thy Kindered Spirit.....

I look forward to hereafter and remember thee to be YOU!!!!!

Memories.......

Sometimes I remember the weather,
When both of us were together
There are many times
When I remember those days,
There are many nights
I spent crying to come your way
There are many memories woven in my heart,
Of the times we spent in our courtyard.
I still remember the night
That changed my whole life.
I could hear you praying,
I could see you crying
But did you hear me saying
For me you are the only one.
Nothing could be done,
Since the day it rained
I have been feeling the pain.

In the END........

Its over, it’s come to an end…….

All that I went through has made me bend……

The burden of broken trust that I have in me

Is what I got in the end……

I question myself again  & again,

Over & over as what did I do??

What did I do to be where I stand……?

I trusted him, his love, his friendship & everything we shared……

But what I got in the end……

He said he loved me more than his life,

Then why is that he lied to his own life……

His feelings I felt were so pure…..

Ohhh!!!! I was just so sure…!!!

Then why he killed me today

By snatching my best friend away…..

He said I was his angel….

Who bought light to his life………

Then why he cut my wings with all those lies……

Is this what friendship is??

Is this what love is??

If yes is the answer, then I trust none……

Because this is what I got in the end……..

Now what do I do with this dead soul,

Which resides in me so alone…

As this is what I got in the END…………