That day was really weird. I felt something was about to happen and it actually did....My intuition worked. He said those 'Magical' words......., but then i didn't feel the same for him. I feared being in love... I wanted time to understand and respond back. Two days later I said 'I Do' and then started a story. A story that i am narrating and that changed by life big time. Before that day I never knew that I could love anybody more than myself that i was ready to let go of me. I loved him like there would be no tomorrow, with every passing day, my love increased. I just hoped that my love will change the world for him and make it beautiful for both.... So did he.... He loved me so much that i could not see anything else. But then why he changed???? Why his love changed??? Why did his feelings changed??? Today he loves himself so much, that he can't even see that someone else loves him so much.. Now I want to be loved by him again, want to feel the same again... I miss everything about those days when everything was so beautiful.. Can't that beauty return??? I want him to love me, make me feel special, want to be pampered by him.... My heart only wants to be loved by him as nobody would ever love anybody...... But, I question myself, will that day ever come again?? We are together, but will I feel again that I am special part of his life, before time separates us. The day he will listen to me from his heart which loved me once, I will just say that.......... "I LOVE YOU ALOT" and can wait my whole life for your love as i need you.
But will that day ever come????
Destiny is everything... If he is in ur destiny... he will give u all the love, and if he is not... do anything u will not get him... so be happy and njoy the moment as much as u can... and i hope he comes bck with the same love and affection... gud luck....
ReplyDeletei wish he understand your feeling and love you more then you do... give him some more time may be he understand your love & those lovely days then come back again...
ReplyDeletealways be happy & keep smiling...:)
lol....I have roughly 5-6 blogs on the same topic...or same feelings. I hate changes and I hate ppl who don keep their promises.
ReplyDelete@vandana- a line for u...which u can put it as a status msg or tell him straight.
“One word and I promise every sunrise of my life to you”
the line has deep meaning....if he was true then no need to worry...and if he was not, then don be a loser and have some self respect. You missed some precious moments with your family and true frnds....while u were busy with him....
time to payback..
Cheers
Gaurav
Copied from somewhere...
ReplyDelete'Women are greedy, they want all things from one man. Men are simple, they want one thing from all women.....'
.....change is the only constant.......
Gaurav
like the simplicity of the man how gaurav puts it.....lolzz :)
ReplyDeleteya obviously u ll like this simplicity as u r also one of those ppl who just wants 1thing frm all gals... huh...
ReplyDeleteHi Vandana............Know your story somehow but you never know who is right and who is wrong until there is some one who stood by both of you......................but being a girl I can feel your pain............I always wish you love and happiness in your life ...........havent met you but somehow knows you and always feel god should do justice.............take care and be a true libran sweety
ReplyDeletethanks dear....
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